I spoke about my friend Sheila HERE and mentioned how I was trying to reconnect with her.
BEST THING I COULDA EVER DID.
I missed her so much. And now we talk or hang out every day. It’s nice to have someone in my life who understands and remembers exactly how my childhood was, and what my mom did to me for so long. It’s like I don’t even have to explain shit… it just goes unsaid because she knows exactly what I’m talking about before I even say it.
She’s so much more stable in her life now… and she’s been really supportive of all of the drama I’ve had lately. I’m amazed. It’s like our relationship has come full circle. She’s the one trying to fix me now. Assuring me everything will be okay, and talking to me about all of the stressful things in my life. I can’t believe how life works sometimes. Absolutely amazing. I love her so much, and can’t believe I have her back. Just having her around lowers my stress level and helps me calm down when I’m all worked up and upset about shit. (Which I’ve had to deal with a lot lately because my MIL is fucking CRAZY. But that’s a different post.)
It’s been a miserable week- but I’m so happy to have her here to help me thru it all.