The Amazingly Exhausted Fertile Mertyl

It's slowly getting better. I went almost this whole last week without a nap during the day. I still feel like a walking zombie, so I don't know if it's acutally a good thing or not that I am not sleeping. Today is the first day I felt like cleaning in forever. Imagine that... FEELING like cleaning. This house is a disaster.

We were supposed to have company over tonight to grill, but I cancelled on them. I am too exhausted and I don't wanna have to scrub the floor in my bathroom so they can come over. I know that's lame, but really that's how I feel. I miss having people over... but this house is a wreck, and I don't wanna have people over when it looks like a tornado just went thru my living room. My DH pulls like 110% of his weight, so it's not him... and now he's back in school... so I can't ask him to do everything... but I am so tired, I can't do anything. It's a vicious cycle.

I have my appt with my OB on the 26th. Hopefully he can confirm that I am NOT having twins (something people keep joking with me about- Gawd I don't know what I would do with 6 kids *GASPS*), and hopefully he can schedule a time for ultrasound or something, so I can find out a more precise due date. It's crazy telling people "sometime between mid Feb. and early March." So here's hoping.

I am sure he will be totally shocked. I went in and had my annual, and the last thing he said to me was "Well, I guess I will see you in a year, or whenever you get pregnant... whatever comes first." I am sure he's gonna be totally surprised when I go in like 3 mos later and I am already around 2 mos pregnant. I guess we don't mess around. My Grandma doesn't call me "Fertile Mertyl" for nothin' LOL. :)

Thanks for everyone's support. I don't even know who all is reading this anymore... but if ya are, thanks. It's nice to know I have people who care enough about me to keep tabs on me :)